Kau Masih kekasihku
by: Naff
-----------------

jauh di lubuk hatiku
masih terukir namamu
jauh di dasar jiwaku
engkau masih kekasihku

tak bisa ku tahan laju alir
untuk semua kenangan yang berlalu
hembuskan sepi
merobek hati

meski raga ini tak lagi milikmu
namun di dalam hatiku sungguh engkau hidup
entah sampai kapan
ku tahankan rasa cinta ini

jauh di lubuk hatiku
masih terukir namamu
jauh di dasar jiwaku
engkau masih kekasihku

dan ku berharap semua ini
bukan kekeliruan seperti yang kukira
seumur hidupku
akan menjadi doa untukmu

jauh di lubuk hatiku
masih terukir namamu
jauh di dasar jiwaku
engkau masih kekasihku

andai saja waktu bisa terulang kembali
akan kuserahkan hidupku di sisimu
namun ku tahu itu takkan mungkin terjadi
rasa ini menyiksaku
sungguh sungguh menyiksaku

jauh di lubuk hatiku
masih terukir namamu
jauh di dasar jiwaku
engkau masih kekasihku

If U need ADVICE, message me, If U need FRIEND, call me. If U need HELP, email me. If U need MONEY, maaf nomor yang anda tuju tidak dapat dihubungi. Terima kasih

Sandaran Hati ~ Letto

yakinkan ku berdiri
di hempa tanpa tepi
bolehkah aku
mendengarmu

tubuh dalam emosi
tak bisa bersembunyi
aku dan nafasku
merindukanmu

terpuruk ku di sini
terangi sepi
dan ku tahu pasti
kau menemani

dalam hidupku
kesendirianku

teringat ku teringat
pada janjimu ku terikat
hanya sekejap ku berdiri
kulakukan sepenuh hati
peduli ku peduli
siang dan malam yang berganti
pedihku ini tak ada arti
jika kaulah sandatan hati
kaulah sandaran hati
sandaran hati

inikah yang kau mau
benarkah ini jalanmu
hanyalah engkau yang ku tuju
pegang erat tanganku
bimbing langkah kakiku
aku hilang arah
tanpa hadirmu
dalam gelapnya
malam hariku

pagi ini cerah juga cuaca...heheh
akankah hari ini jadi nonton?
i hope so.........



Logout jam 3 habis ol langsung cabut,
Nonton "POSEIDON" di deli plaza with A'a
seru juga loch....
duch senengnya bisa nonton bareng
thanks a lot a'a

habis nonton nongkrong ke Mie Ayam KQ5...
next ke SUN cuci poto tp "closed"
so ke Mari Photo ajach....

It's so rainy..bo'
so hujan2an dunks...
brbbrbrbrbrbbr..........it's so cold
(mampir di selayang bo makan pisang bakar)

No matter what they say now I’m in love,
I do it my own way cause I’m in love,
And I can't keep that song out of my mind,
whistling that silly tune all the time.

(whistle) ... I'm in love

No matter what they say, I don’t care,
I whistle any way everywhere,
I wrote this little song on my own,
She said that I’m a genius; I’m in love,

My friends say that I’m crazy, I’m just fine,
My neighbours stair at me, never mind,
Cause every time this sweetness of her smile,
My supersonic girl, I’m in love.

No matter what they say now I’m in love,
I do it my own way cause I’m in love,
And I can keep that song out of my mind,
Whistling that silly tune all the time.

(whistle) ... I’m in love.

No matter what they say, I don’t care,
I whistle any way, everywhere,
I wrote this little song on my own,
She said that I’m a genius; I’m in love,

My friends say that I’m crazy, I’m just fine,
My neighbours stair at me, never mind,
Cause every time this sweetness of her smile,
My supersonic girl, I’m in love.

No matter what they say now I’m in love,
I do it my own way cause I’m in love,
And I can keep that song out of my mind,
Wistling that silly tune all the time.

(whistle) ... Ooh, I’m in love.

My friends say that I’m crazy, I’m just fine,
My neighbours stair at me, never mind,
Cause every time this sweetness of her smile,
My supersonic girl, I’m in love.

No matter what they say now I’m in love,
I do it my own way cause I’m in love,
And I can keep that song out of my mind,
Wistling that silly tune all the time.

(whistle) ... I’m in love.

Ooh, I’m in love.

-=by Fabrizio Faniello=-

Hari ini shift 5 juga..
OL di ruang Smile lagi...
kali ini there's someone special beside me
duduk di sebelahku....

Hari ini shift 5....
Malam pertama OL di ruang Smile ...
brbrbr...dingin...banget
mana ribut...lage...

Miss You Love
Music and lyrics by Daniel Johns
©1999 Sony/ATV Music Publishing Australia/Big Fat Llama Music
--------------------------------------------------------------


Millionaire say
Got a big shot deal
And thrown it all away but
But I'm not too sure
How I'm supposed to feel
Or what I'm supposed to say

But I'm not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle every day
And I miss you love

Make room for the prey
'Cause I'm coming in
With what I wanna say but
It's gonna hurt
And I love the pain
A breeding ground for hate but...

I'm not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle everyday
Like the one that just past
In the crowds of all the people

Remember today
I've no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss use love

I love the way you love
But I hate the way
I'm supposed to love you back

It's just a fad
Part of the teenage angst brigade and
I'm not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle everyday
Like the one that just past
In the crowds of all the people

Remember today
I've no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss use love

Remember two days
I've no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss use love

I love the way you love
But I hate the way
I'm supposed to love you back

ada gempa niech barusan
lumayan kencang
lagi OL pulak neh.....
agak geger juga lah

(I'm Flying.............)

Pagi ini cerah banget gitu loch....
walaupun hatiku tidak secerah hari ini, tapi aku sudah bisa menetralkan suasana

Setelah mengalami shock berat kemarin
masih terasa di hatiku hingga kini

I cut my arms.............
it's blooding.......
freshhh blood......
but i'm satisfied to look it
maybe i'm gonna be crazy.......

*************************

Final Fantasy X
Suteki Da Ne Lyrics

Kaze ga yoseta kotoba ni
Oyoida kokoro
Kumo ga hakobu ashita ni
Hazunda koe

Tsuki ga yureru kagami ni
Furueta kokoro
Hoshi ga nagare, koboreta
Yawarakai namida

Suteki da ne
Futari te o tori aruketa nara
Ikitai yo
Kimi no machi, ie, ude no naka

Sono mune
Karada azuke
Yoi ni magire
Yume miru

Kaze wa tomari; kotoba wa
Yasashii maboroshi
Kumo wa yabure; ashita wa
Tooku no koe

Tsuki ga nijimu kagami o
Nagareta kokoro
Hoshi ga yurete, koboreta
Kakusenai namida

Suteki da ne
Futari te o tori aruketa nara
Ikitai yo
Kimi no machi, ie, ude no naka

Sono kao
Sotto furete
Asa ni tokeru
Yume miru


English Translation

My heart was swimming
in words gathered by the wind.
My voice bounded
into a cloud-carried tomorrow.

My heart trembled
in the moon-swayed mirror.
Soft tears,
spilled with a stream of stars.

Isn't it wonderful?
If we could walk, hand in hand,
I'd want to go
to your town, your home, in your arms.

I dream of being
against your chest,
my body in your keeping
disappearing into the evening.

Words halted by wind are
a gentle illusion.
A tomorrow torn by clouds is
the voice of a distant place.

My heart that had been
in a moon-blurred mirror that flowed,
Those stars that trembled and spilled
cannot hide my tears.

Isn't it wonderful?
If we could walk, hand in hand,
I'd want to go
to your town, your home, in your arms.

My dream of your face,
that I softly touch,
melts in the morning.

I drive myself crazy
=========================
Lying in your arms, so close together,
Didn't know just what I had.
Now I toss and turn, cause I'm without you,
How I'm missing you so bad.
Where was my head?
Where was my heart?
Now I cry alone in the dark

CHORUS:
I lie awake I drive myself crazy,
Drive myself crazy, thinking of you.
Made a mistake when I let you go baby.
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do. (Wanting you the way that I do)

I was such a fool, I couldn't see it.
Just how good you were to me
You confessed your love, undying devotion.
I confessed my need to be free.
And now I'm left with all this pain,
I've only got my self to blame.

Chorus

Why didn't I know how much I loved you baby?
Why didn't I show it? If I had only showed you
Oh I had a chance!
Oh I had a chance!

La La La La La La La La La La La La

I Drive myself Crazy Ohhhhhhhh
Oh so crazy La La La La
Oh Oh Oh Oh...

I lie awake I drive myself crazy,
Drive myself crazy, thinkin' of you
Made a mistake when I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do
I drive myself (CRAZY,CRAZY,CRAZY,YEAH)
Made a mistake when I let you go baby I drive myself crazy,
Wanting you the way that I do,
Wanting you the way that I do.
Drive myself Crazy wanting you the way that I do

"Broken"

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

You've gone away, you don't feel me here, anymore

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

[x2]
'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

You've gone away
You don't feel me here anymore

----=ShEeThER feAT Amy LEE=-----

I'm so confused tonight
becoz there's something happen
"love" mlulu
kenapa seh aku selalu di hadapin dengan
love trouble
selalu buat pusing kepala
seperti kata N'Sync "I've drive myself crazy"
so crazy tonight
mana malam ini begitu deras hujan turunn

there's someone close to me
i think i like him too

huhh...ngapain ya enaknya

kalo da gini bawaannya pasti goyah
haruskah yang buruk2 terjadi????
"smoke" or "self injuring"?
Oh GOD.......

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Eyes On Me
by Faye Wong.....(Final Fantasy VIII)

Whenever sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
Whenever sad my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You'd always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar


My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Oh, did you ever know?
That I had mine on you


*Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer


So let me come to you
Close as I wanted to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper
How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you


Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if you're holding back
Or pain if that's what it is
How can I let you know
I'm more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you're not dreaming


* Chorus

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once in a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find you have somethin' to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it...

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...

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PaGi iNi CeRaH bAnGeT......
secerah hatiku....
login ke kantor jam 6
naek becak mesin.....brrbrbbr dinginn

a-a a-a a-a a-a a-a

PAPA ku telp mama ku sakit keras
hikssss
MAMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
please sembuh yach

hari ini aku sakit
flu plus batuk n demam
hikssss
permisi logot 3 dari kantor

Hari ini aku off
tapi harus refreshment ke kantor jam 2
bangun tidur badanku ga enak banget
huh...mana perrott juga saket....
kok rasanya badanku ini pegel semua

A big trouble just happened
between me, my boyfriend and my ex boyfriend (salah kirim sms hehe)
masak seh mantan pacar minta balek??
ada apa seh?
dulu dia nyampakin gue seenaknya
sekarang minta balek
so what gitu loch

akhirnya aku ikut juga ujian PNS hehehhe
dengan susah payah aku pulkam hanya tuk
memenuhi permintaan ayahku
ehhehhe

gara gara poto per batch
aku kok di sindir2 seh ma bacth laen
kok ngangek2in ma bacth kami
tp aku aja yang di ledekin

aku kesel

doi ngambek,
setelah semalam mati lampu aku ndak bisa ol
lagipula aku telat karena aku ada acara poto2 dgn satu batch ku
di telkomsel
hari ini aku ajak chat ndak mau lagi dia
kok sensitif banget seh
makin jauh makin sensitif
pikirannya kok negatif semua
apa ndak bisa berpikir positif tentang diriku
huh
capek dech n pusing kalo ngadapin hal kek gini
serba salah jadinya
padahal i think everything will be fine
STRESSSSS

something happen
i didn't know what's goin' on
just trouble n make disturb me
i'm so confused
but i try to relax to face all
(debi call me)?

Saat Kau Pergi
by Bunga
entah mengapa hatiku terus gelisah
apa yang kan terjadi
air mata pun jatuh tak tertahan
melihatmu terdiam
*ternyata kau pergi tuk selamanya
tinggalkan diriku dan cintaku
reff: apa kau melihat
dan mendengar
tangis kehilangan dariku
baru sajaku ingin kau tahu
perasaanku padamu
mungkin Tuhan tak izinkan sekarang
kau dan aku bahagia
apa kau melihat
kau mendengar
kau melihat

Kejujuran Hati
by Kerispatih
kuakui aku memang cemburu
setiap kali kudengar namanya kau sebut
tapi ku tak pernah bisa
melakukan apa yang seharusnya kulakukan
karena kau memang bukan milikku..
kuakui aku merindukanmu
meski ternyata tak pernah kau merindukanku
tapi ku tak pernah bisa
melakukan apa yang seharusnya kuinginkan
karena memang kau bukan milikku..
reff :sesungguhnya ‘ku tak rela
jika kau tetap bersama dirinya
hempaskan cinta yang kuberi..semampunya ‘ku mencoba
tetap setia menjaga sgalanya
demi cinta yang tak pernah berakhir..
kejujuran hati yang tak mungkin dapat kupungkiri
keinginanku untuk kau tahu isi di hatiku..

Ko Achong ternyata mau merid bah....
kata doi seh bulan januari....hehhe
ga nyangka doi mau duluanin gue
tp ya namanya jodoh dia
kalo emang jadi merid
ya semoga dia bahagia dech

Malam MInggu Hujan n sendiri lagi...hehheh
abisnya jarak jauh seh
hikss
cuma bisa chat di YM doang nehh dengan doi

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anime

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Hari Raya Idul Fitri
1426 H
===============
Lebaran tanpa keluarga...hikss
sedihnya,,,,

berkunjung ke rumah bang eko
cieee...
rame banget...ada kakak2nya dan
abangnya....
orang si maya pun ada sekeluarga...

hikss....malam takbiran di medan
lagi OL pulak tuh...hiksss
ga bisa pulkam
n besok juga masih OL
........sedih banget bahh....
mana pelanggan banyak yang komplain
mengenai tak bisa sms lah
n ga bisa memanggil lah
....
semua masalah menumpuk kayaknya
jadi satu pas malam lebaran ini
......jaringan padat pulak nya .....

aku ga tau neh kenapa si uya diem2an ke aku
padahal sebelumnya kami selalu kompak
selalu sama kemana mana
selalu bareng, n selalu cerita2
tapi kok kali ini beda banget
apa ada sesuatu yang dia sembunyikan dari ku
atau ada sesuatu yang dia denger dari seseorang
mengenai aku
aku ga tau dech....apakah ada yang menebar gosip
what ever lah
tapi kenapa aku jadi gak kompak lagi dengan dia
padahal kami temenan baik
aku ga ngarapin apa apa dari dia
tapi mengapa pertemanan kami kok jadi buruk aja
sementara dengan teman teman yang lain nya
kuperhatikan dia fair2 aja tuh....
but why me????
what's goin on??
what's happening
something i didn't know......

jadwal kerja ku sudah keluar,
ternyata lebaran aku kerja...hiksss
gimana mau pulkam....
terpaksa lebaran kedua lah nie baru pulang
hikssssssssss

Semua laki-laki yang mendekatiku sama aja.
Awalnya aja yang indah,
ingin mencoba mendekati,
namun sebenarnya
hanyalah kepalsuan.

Ada yang sudah punya pacar,
ada yang hanya ingin PDKT,
ada yang mungkin nambah koleksi,
atau hanya sebagai pelarian
whateverlah..

Kok aku mudah banget ya tertipu
apa aku ini bener2 kelihatan polos dan lugu

yang pasti aku kecewa banget yang namanya
cowok saat ini.
mana doi ku juga ketahuan selingkuh...

kutau ini menyakitkan,
apalagi kalau mengetahui kekasih yang masih
berbohong, karena posisiku yang tidak dipentingkan lagi
hikssssss
mungkin saat ini diriku bukan di posisi pertama lagi
karena sudah ada pengganti diriku.........hikssss

diriku memang lemah
dan tidak berdaya kalau sudah berhadapan dengan
masalah cinta

21 Oktober 2005

02.00 dini hari
acara SAHUR ON THE ROAD dari telkomsel
seru juga loh, rame juga yang ikutan...ehheh
ada cowok-cowok kece lage....bisa TP TP neh ha889ah8ah98ua
ngasih sahur nya ke orang orang di tepi jalan....ternyata banyak juga ya
orang yang tidak memiliki tempat tinggal .....
sampe kost wa subuh,
bobo terosss....soalnya mau OL jam 4

18.20 wib
acara BUKA PUASA BERSAMA di Call Center
ini juga enak banget...banyak banget makanan....hehehe
mulai dari berbagai kue kue, ada nasi, sate ada martabak
waduh kenyang abiss..dech
alhamdulillah banget bisa menikmati makanan sepuasnya
(keliatan banget anak kost nya)..eheheh

ngantuk banget neh
dah malas OL
....nunggu sampe jam 12 kayaknya lama banget gitu loh

badan dah pegel ...duduk aja daritadi
.....

Hiksss....
jadwal masuk shift 1 (pukul 06.00)
aku kesasar...menyedihkan banget
baru belajar naek angkot sehhh

hikss. .hiksss

mana naek angkot dah dua kale, naek becak lagi...
hikss....muter muter...untung ga diperkosa
huaaaa.....huk huk...

pagi ini cerah banget bo

OL masuk jam 7, jam enam lewat dah pergi
tapi dah kayak setengah tujuh.....
bener bener cerah banget pagi ini

walaupun pagi ini pergi sendiri
mudah mudahan aku tetap semangat
......merdeka......hehehhe

SePpI bangettt....

aku bener bener kesepian....

celingak celinguk , keluar masuk kamar,

-=KECEWA=-

There's something i didn't know what's happening...