Dapoer Chika

i don't know what to do , i'm so confuse with my boy, he's so sensitive right now, i don't know what will i say everything what i've told were wrong and everything what i've done were wrong too so what can i do
i just sad and i'm useless . i try to kill my self, but i havent brave to do, i just kill my self by hurted my hands, i think that can be throught out my mistakes but it doesn't work, its useless.
i can die if this always happen, i can kill my self, i drive my self crazy